You were a friend, my best friend, my only friend
Abusing your power was all you did
After church, you wished to privately speak to me
I foolishly followed

You chained me to a wall
Or was it your mind?
How could you have done that?
Staring at me like I was a child, you smiled
I was a child, until you stole my innocence

You raped and abused me
I'll fucking kill you

Where is my god when I'm in need?
I know, in my mind
He was created in my mind

What is this emotion?
Love? Hate?
I see lust in your eyes, do you see loathe in mine?
Why can't I have this abortion?

What the fuck is wrong with me?!
You never had a heart
Love, compassion, bullshit!
You manipulated
Your real image
Into something I actually cared for!
But it was only a facade
Meant to fade away
Into the darkness
That is your heart

I'm going insane
Is this love for you?
I bleed
From my throat, from my screaming

You smile when you sleep
I wanna tear it from your face so bad that it's eating me alive
I shove the blade in your throat
You still smile
Will your face haunt me forever?!
Die, die, die!!
Go back to the hell hole you came from!

I'm going insane
Nothing is complete
I watch as the knife comes to my chest
It bleeds

Father, mother, child, die together
We will sleep forever